just another vet

Why yes, it did feel kind of funny

A friend told me today that he and his family went to church last Sunday. They will most likely go back again in the near future.

Another friend told me not that long ago that he put god above his family in importance in his life. He also said that god has a plan.

Still another friend said he was thinking of becoming Jewish, or at least living according to Jewish teachings. He's in a serious relationship with a Lutheran.

Two of my dearest friends are Pagan clergy and my best friend has a relationship with Jesus.

My family includes Catholics, Protestants, Jews, Atheists and Agnostics.

My father told me to find my own relationship with god. My mother told me I was going to hell, or maybe she said to go to hell.

Most likely both.

She is a Christian.

I, well, am sometimes an atheist, sometimes a Christian, sometimes a Pagan, and sometimes confused.

I wish I could say that I hadn't spent a rather large part of my time thinking about religion and spirituality and the possibility of the existence of god. But I have.

It really pisses me off.

Because there are so many other really wonderful things to concentrate on, so many real and tangible experiences to have in this life, that wasting it debating the existence of a being that by it's nature is immeasurable and impossible to prove exists or doesn't is just, well...

Not that important right now.

And with that I step on over to a new adventure in life. But I can't say what just yet. It's a surprise, although it's no secret.

It's time to move on to other things. Time to stir it up a little.

What the hell, it's been fun so far.

I just hope it's healthy.

Posted by monkey at October 23, 2007 05:25 PM